plane-crashed post.

So I'm back. Was already, on Sunday. Just that my internet had problems with the connection. Streamyx sucks. Am back early cause of my injured toes. Sounds kinda "haha" but trust me, you won't "haha" if you're going through it.

A whole lot of hesitation happened on Saturday night. I was so fucking confused, if I should stay and go on training even if it was on the field only, or not.. cause I've made it through 5 days already. Then my parents told me that I should be home, and rest my fcuking abnormal structured feet so that I'll be fine for my expedition to east malaysia. Was texting Jinn [even if we were under one roof] bout it... Was actually weeping in the dark, where the rest of them were giggling and some snoring. Eventually I fell asleep too. Woke up with swallon eyes, like a dumbass. Didnt eat nething, as I knew heavy b'fast would make me throw up. So I just drank milo and went for training. Somehow, that 20minutes jog in oogly mud felt good though I was tired half to death. Then I saw my parents. I couldn't actually believe that I was gonna go home early.

I felt bad leaving... Leaving my 'sister' and my kitchen-mate.. and also not being able to help out. It was kinda unfair, but heck, EVERYONE else were unfair! Jia Wen watched me pack and sat by the bed. She was really like a younger sister of mine, though she freaks me out at times. But I know she needed my company. I felt really sad leaving. When I was in the car, on the way home, all I could think of was the 2 of them I left behind. I was really worried. What if she walked back to the house alone, and stupid mat rempits disturb her, who knows kidnap her?! What if he got so frustrated and took a knife and.... - ?! Owh well, they'll be back tmrw, this eases me a lil.

So, on the way there on the 15th, it was a boring journey, I guess. Just when we reached, it was doomsday! Big enemy alert! towards the night, RED alert- big enemy next to me! Then I told myself that it would be fine. Sleeping doesn't include conversations, it should be fine. Nothing much of a story or "trip" to blog about, but I've got some pictures and videos.

I tried uploading them here, but I guess it failed. Screw it. It's in my multiply homepage neway. http://redcookielips.multiply.com

Pictures from Jinn's Surprise Party is also in there, sorry bout the delay. Btw, pictures are from Ti Ming's camera, Emelia's and Joanne's too.. I didnt have one that night. Jinn, you gotta send me the pictures too. Owh well, enjoy...

I'll be going for a morning jog with my sexy bisexual tomorrow. Hope he wakes up or I'll kill him. Yea, sounds funny that HE jogs.. And after that, I'll be out with Ming, and my Prince. My last day with him. =( Well till next year that is...

Guess what, I took a nail clipper and cut the dead flesh under my toe nail and got stale blood oozing out... Ask me if you wanna see pictures. =)

peace*