My Childhood Hero, Or So I Claim.

Here's some of the things you never knew about me.

I used to steal buttons with my cousin, from Reject Shop. We'd pluck the spare buttons and keep in our pockets. Then we come home and count. There's a 30 there I tell you!

I wasn't very much a of a happy child at one time...

Or maybe it's just when people take candid shots of me.



yea, not very much of a happy kid.


There was a time where I came home from dinner with my family and I don't know for what reason I went to sit in a corner and opened an exercise book [and sit terkangkang! Don't look la!].

And next, this is to Ben my childhood [boy]friend. He was always smiling in photos. And they come out nice! And I'm SO jealous.


I'm in the middle at the top row. stupid face.

Obvious you spotted Ben, with his stupid charming smile and the senget head!1994

middle row 3rd from left. stupid hair.

See his stupid smile again? 1995

Spot me 4th from left in the middle. And that's Chucs next to me!

Ben has always been naughty and cheeky. And he was good friends with Kae Mern. Mann, these two made me get scolding from our Moral teacher because we laughed when she said "sifat sifat moral"... =.=" Standard 2.

Ben doesn't look superb, but atleast better than me!!! =(

He's short that's why he's always on the side. Standard 3.

hehehehe... yea, I was a prefect.

Wai Ming on the left. LOL. no comments. And then it's Ben on the right. You want to pangsai ar? But still cute lor..? Standard 4

I quit being a prefect and he stayed. Standard 5.

Here's Ben and I in Form 2.

Too bad la, this time I look better kay!

I forgot something!

Standard 1!

During my 11th birthday party...

See my face and Ben's? Why always catch me on candid?!

Peace your head la! Come to my house first thing you did was wrestle with Randall!


Seeing me in make up when I was young was rare, but if now you see me in make up, it's fine.

But anyhow, seeing Ben in lipstick is a lucky thing!

neni neni bubu!!!

My last day of Standard 6...

That's Tsu Zenne! and Shi Ching's mother!!! *gaaa!!?*

Another thing you might not know, I keep old notes... Like, [w]really old notes!

[p/s]:I'm taking out lotsa guts to post this okay! Appreciate it!

I blurred the first name, too shy to tell. Anyway, this post was meant to be about Ben. And so, yea.. I called it love last time.
*bursts out in laughters*
I didn't give it to anyone, it was just something I wrote and kept in my wallet for sometime, a long time..


Some of you might know who the cibai boyfriend was, some might not. And if you don't, never mind. Well, that's just what came to my mind kay, he's not that cibai la...


"I like Chu Chian"!!! Nehh.. Chucs, you wanna know what note? I was damn jealous okay?! LOL!


This one you may enlarge. *heart shrinks* I never had the guts to give it to him, then tonight I decided to post it here. hehehe..

I used to like Ben when I was much younger. I'm not shy to tell whoever who reads it now, because Ben didn't look that bad at all! He still doesn't. Well, he knew I liked him during our primary days and he was always bad to me. We'd argue like shyat and that was why I didn't invite you to my 12th birthday party, Ben! you were bad! =(
Anyway, recently, Ben told me that he didn't like me at that time cause I was like fugging tall, so much taller than him!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!Ben, I still have you in my heart okay?! I sayang you banyak banyak!
*plants a warm wet kiss on Ben's cheek*
Talk shyt la, kiss?! Hug also we never hug before la?!

Love,
A[BO]vril.
He was the first cute[arse] to call me that. And now it's Sir.

WMP played the wrong songs for me!

Since Jinn did it, and KenNeth did it too, I'm doing it too... I just couldn't help to share this because nothing really did occur to be real for me, but it was for a good laugh I must say! Especially the last!

1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question
4.) NO CHEATING!!!

1.) How am I feeling today?
me against the world - lindsay lohan(true true..)

2.) Where will I get married?
my name is luca - Susan Vega(doesnt explain nething)

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
If you come to me - Atomic kitten(who's my best friend?)

4.) What is/was highschool like?
Drama Queen - lindsay lohan. [daymn...!]

5.) What is the best thing about me?
temperature- Sean Paul [i can be the mom? ahaha!]

6.) How is today going to be?
Crazy in Love - beyonce and jayZ[not true]

7.) What is in store for this weekend?
graduation - Vitamin C[makes no sense, i think]

8.) What song describes my parents?
Together Forever - My best friend's wedding soundtrack. [forever and ever you stay in my heart and i will love you. =)]

9.) How is my life going?
Cry - mandy moore[holy shyat!]

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Get busy - sean paul[ahahahahahahahha!!!!]

11.) How does the world see me?
This kiss- shania twain

12.) What do my friends really think of me?
Stay the same - Joey McIntyre[aww... tell me if you guys do okay..]

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
Shape of my heart - backstreet boys

14.) How can I make myself happy?
I'll never leave you - Lumidee

15.) What should I do with my life?
Forever in your eyes - Jessica Simpson

16.) Will I ever have children?
I need you - Machi Didi[??? I need children?]

17.) What is some good advice?
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
First cut is the deepest - Sheryl Crow[not really]

19.) What does everyone else think of my current
life?
Hati Berlagu - Amy Mastura

20.) What type of men/women do you like?
A thousand miles - Vannesa Carlton

21.) Will you get married?
Funeral March- halloween themes[this is the total opposite! how can!]

22.) What should I do with my love life?
My Band - D12[lol!]

23 .) Where will you live?
Calling all angels - Train[I really am dying my gosh!]

24.) What will your dying words be?
Addicted - Enrique Iglesias

25.) When im having sex i say..
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAA!!!!
Alexander's Ragtime Band - Ella Fitzgerald[bad idea downloading this song into the comp!*chuckles*]

26.) When I meet a girl/boy for the first time i say..
Shrek's Dance Party- Shrek OST[dont go changing, you'll never please me...]

27.) When my parents are angry i say..
Marry me - Dolly Parton[*falls off the chair and picks self up and start typing here again* hahahahahahahaha!!!!!what the hell? ]

I've gotta run! Happy Studying to the Form 5s.. and Good Luck to the PMR kids..!
Buhbye!

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Fuming exercise swallowing the itch.

School sucked today. Atleast the first half did. Moral results made it bad, and the attitude of some people got me so sick. I'm not gonna state what happened ere, it's too sick or maybe not. But it makes me feel even more fuming.

Daddy bought a treadmill a few weeks ago. And I finally started some exercise again today! 30minutes walk at an average speed but yea, kinda slow cause I only summed up to 6 laps of a 400 metres per lap. I'll get better when I get used to the treadmill.

Nothing much left to blog about for today. Well, just to share some bits, here's something. I've been taking 4 different kinds of pills prescribed by my family doctor, for my 'deadly' eczema. It has helped me overcome my fear of swallowing pills[and now Jinn cannot disturb me about it anymore] but it has not made my skin very much better. It's still itchy. Hehe, but.. but...but, the pills are pretty small la.. If you ask me to swallow the Panadol Acti-Fast, sorry la.

Currently listening to..: Sean Paul - We Be Burnin'
...while..: scratching my leg. =.=" Stupid eczema.

Today's been... bad.

Perfumes makes me go crazy.

Screw the previous post. It was a piece of shyt. I don't know why, but this idea just came into mind at this very moment. I thought to myself "no I'm not gonna blog about what happened today or yesterday et cetera..." Give me a few minutes and I'll be back with what I want to share with you!
*1 minute*
*2minutes*
[okay this is slowing me down.. hang on la!]

I decided to blog about my perfumes. My perfumes that I cannot live without. Err, not really though, but they're all so special to me. So special that every morning, I take about 30 ticking from the clock thinking which to use.



Tommy Hilfiger True Star
-Mummy bought the big one and gave me this kutti tester.



That's how it opens up.


OP Juice!
-Bought this kutti tester for about rm26! Imagine the big one's price!


Body Shop White Musk Too.
-Present from Michael.2005


Body Shop Oceanus
-Present from Michael. 2004


Equal Love
-Not a branded like hell one. But smells a little bit like Chrome[for men]. I like it's unisex smell.


Ralph Lauren by Polo.
-It's not exactly perfume, but it is also somewhat fragrance! This one stings the nose a bit at the first spray.


Ming Shu
-Very subtle. Mummy used it till she got bored of it and then gave it to me. *pouts* But it's still perfume! =)


The great Jean Paul Gaultier edt.
-Mummy's and she got bored of it too. Looks pretty old, but smell just the way the Jean Paul should smell.


J.Lo Glow!
-Present from jie. 2004. Only used for special occasions. Smells really sophisticated! *winks*


Anna Sui Dolly Girl.
-So sweet. Sweeter than candy. Sweeter than berries. Sweeter than your words can ever be.


Clinique Happy Heart.
Present from jie. 2005. Makes your heart happy!


Agatha Ruiz De La Prada[Flor]
-Present from mummy and daddy. 2004. So flowery like flowers. But not flowers like the rose.


Tommy Hilfiger Tommy Girl.
-Very casual smell. Like when you're wearing a white shirt with blue jeans going horse riding. Or maybe not. haha! It's sweet!


Carolina Herrera 212 White Limited Edition.
-Also casual, but only more sophisticated. Bought it at a warehouse sale. Pretty worth the buy.


Anna Sui Dream.
-makes you wanna dream all day.


-very much like fruits around you.


- Just dream. If you ever think of earning a spray of that on yourself, just dream. It's all mine. Thanks to Aunty Roselyne!


These are my testers. [Clockwise from top left]
-Calvin Klien Escape. Sexy.
-Calvin Klien Truth. It tells him the truth about yourself.
-Issey Miyake. Common but favored by many. Only used on special occasions, as this is the tester and jie got the big one. Kiam siap!
-Biotherm refreshening body mist. It shouts out "I've got sunshine on a rainy day!"
-Anna Sui Love. Got it free for buying Dolly Girl.
-Kenzo Flower. Really flowery.
The last one standing at the bottom, is Moshino Cheap and Chic. Lovelovelove it!!

Now, go get yourself something to spray, for the rest of the day, and dream away!

Spraysprayspray!

The verdict of this post is that my love for perfume makes me go crazy!

Who will I run to?

I'm really confused sometimes.
I really don't know what I'm up to, neither do I know what you're ever up to.
Infact, I don't know who's who.
When we first 'met', you were my conversation everyday.
And then when I was down I had you.
And when we had the mood we'd be 'not ourselves'.
Then I once said that I love you and you asked me if I meant it.
I was and still am confused. I really don't know.
Because baby, it's impossible.
We're impossible.
Well, at first you made me think everything was so possible.
From knowing you to being with you and forever, or atleast for a very very long time.
Now, all I think of is what you're trying to do to me?
What am I to you?
Who am I to you?
What's becoming of us?
Will we ever meet?
Will I ever get to know you?
Everytime we have an argument, I'm the cause.
Because I bring up the matter.
We can't go on if we don't know each other.
Every spanking from you is what I have to be uptight towards, today.
Every lovey-dovey bits from you is what I hope you explain to me about.
To explain why.
You always say we'll meet when the time is right.
Dear, there's no right time if you're not into this.
I guess I was silly for letting you into my memories.
I gave you what I don't give just anybody, when anybody was who you were.
I said I love you and meant it.
All you gave me was your cold shoulder.
Who will I run to and who will I turn to?
Who will dry my tears when I cry?
Who will mend this broken heart?
Who will share my dreams?
You were the one but where are you now...
You were the one I took for granted these three years.
You were the one who made it clear to me.

But you left me behind. Now that you're not here, what should I do?
Do I still want to see you? Should I?

Friendster brought us together. Both Maxis and Digi telecomunication services brought us together. ICQ and MSN too. And ofcourse,Telekom Malaysia as well.
See what you've done to me? See what you make me want to post in my blog? No one reading even knows who/what I'm reffering to, I don't even know why I'm blogging about you.

I guess you really are special.

Love,
vrillie.
[vrille was the name you gave me and I used as my id, then till now]

I'll earn your trust making memories of us.

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

First off, to this fake zenne impersonating my good friend Tsu Zenne shall go a wipe the shit off a horse's arse. Even a dirty bastard wouldn't ask a girl if she wants a one night stand via cBox. Imagine what are you. Disgusting, lame, shallow, pathetic, and most of all, you sure don't know how to enjoy the very best bits of life. Anyway, just get lost and you're not all that important for me to talk about you in my blog. Yuck.

Next, I was 'laughing' because a few days ago, I sent a complain email to RapidKL company about their bus drivers' attitude. Here's the email I sent. [hahahaha!!! =p]

To whom it may concern,

I'm a student from SMK Taman SEA who uses the feeder bus service from Taman Bahagia LRT Station to get home. I take the bus 5 times a day every week. Today, I got on the bus at about 1.20pm. I normally use a TouchNGo card. This time I left my card inside my wallet and tried to scan it. But it says "not enough value". Then I took out my TouchNGo card and scanned it again. It showed me my balance and the time, as I remembered seeing my balance at about RM 22 plus a few cents. My friend scanned his card after me. Then the driver, who must be a new guy, because he wasn't in a uniform, had stopped me. He told me to scan again. At first I insisted. Then I remembered, as far as I have understood the card system, if I have scanned my TouchNGo card once on the feeder bus, I cannot scan it again until I use it somewhere else. So I did as he asked me to, I scanned my card again and it says "Double Touch" which would mean that I've already scanned it, right? I'm pretty sure about this anyway. And then he said, "ahh.. tak cukup ni.."

If my friend hadn't had already gone on the bus and scanned his card, I would've left the bus and took a cab home. I was fuming mad, because I eventually had to pay another RM0.50! This new guy was totally satisfied when I paid my fifty cents. I'd suggest you people should teach your drivers properly about the TouchNGo system and not make people like me a victim.

At a stop opposite Giant supermarket, he opened the backdoor for passengers to get down but let the front door remain closed. At this stop, usually there'd be a lot of people coming up the bus, and that's exactly what happened today. Everybody was waiting right in front of the door, waiting for it to open up. Guess what he was doing at the driver's seat? Printing the tickets ready! After he was done printing, he shut the backdoor, and opened the front. Can I have an explanation why he has to print the tickets first? Couldn't he have printed the tickets when a passenger drops the coin into the reciever and allow them to take it themselves? He printed the tickets ready and handed it to them by hand. I don't get what makes it easier. This is just what I have from my point of view, not a complain like the earlier one.

I was sitting on the bus with number plate WGN 5290. When he insisted I pay another 50 cents, I took my ticket. And from what I see on my ticket,

Pemandu : 9158.

Please take actions, even if not to this driver, let them know generally how the TouchNGo system goes. And also for the new drivers, let them know landmarks which people always ask on before getting on the bus. There was a driver I saw who indirectly rejected about 2-3 passengers. He didnt know where the landmark the passenger was asking about and he told them this bus doesnt pass that place, when it actually does! What would foreigners think about Malaysian bus services if all drivers become like this?? Please take actions for our country! Thank you for your time.



Avril Leow.


How did you enjoy that? And then today, I checked my inbox and found an email from someone I don't know at all. Here's what the email contained.

Dear Avril,

Thank you for your feedback.

With regards of the Touch N Go system, we agreed that the card will not respond if it is scanned twice.

It is wrong for the bus driver to close the front door for printing tickets with taking into considerations

of the customers who were waiting to board the bus. However, we will check on the matter and act promptly on it.

We thank you for commuting with us .

Thank you and best regards,

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[name censored for her own good. Yea, it's a she.]

I'm sooooo happy! LOL! Anyway, regarding trials, I have 2 more papers; maths and history! Stressful weekend ahead! And I've been crazy over this song by Hinder, titled Lips of An Angel. My gosh, the song is so nice! And Keith Urban's songs are good too. Like Making Memories of Us, and I Wanna Cry Tonight.

I'm blogging like as if my results for the trials are gonna be so good. As if. I'm just happy bout my Economics marks. Nothing else. Not even thinking about how bad my English is going to be, cause I'm guessing it's already bad enough. And I don't wanna bring myself too down. Owh, I improved from a D to a C for my BM. A lil bit more to a B. So, I'll pray a lil harder, work a lil harder.

I'm thinking about holidays already actually. Damn. I wanna go on holiday, but I dont too. A holiday would mean a whole sum of kachings out from daddy/mummy, and it's not like I deserve a great holiday, for not studying... So, I think I might be an even better daughter, get a part-time job. Like work with my heart, and not go apply for a job in a clothings store and stand there all day following customers everywhere they go. I wanna work in a kitchen mann! Well, either kitchen or restaurant la. Anyway, that's all for today. This post was unplanned for but I'm updating cause I was too pumped up about the reply mail I got. LOL. That's all for now. -and out-

Uracca is my jie jie.

[9/9/06] Here's to my sister. My one and only sister. It's never easy tolerating her nonsences at most times. She has an easily triggered temper. So do I, but I have what you call patience. Don't ask me why I'm deciding to blog about her today. -About this donkey I love. Yea, we're each others' donkeys.

Ever since we were young, our quarrels were horrid. We play like kids do, and then somehow she makes me cry. I'm the cry-baby and she's the tai ka jie who bullies me. There are times where I'm the irritating one too. I'll tell you why. Everytime we want to start playing something, like for instance during dinner we talk about playing this and that, and then we finish dinner and can't wait to start playing.. Just as we were about the kill our anxiety, I'll go "wait... I want to pang jio first!!!" and then I run to the toilet. And she'll be saying "you stupid! Yer, always like that wan!!! Faster la!!!!!!!!!!!!*grunts* ". Yea, I used to be really proned to going to the loo. And when we actually get mad at each other, she would pinch me like she's damn geram with me.. and then I rain and make thunder in the house!

=)

Her pinches were horribly horrifiying!

And yet we still are, very kam cheng. Actually, she really sayang me lor..


Ever since I was born, she always bugged my mum to let her carry me. She told my mum that since she knows how to carry her Baby Cola,[which is her toddler size doll with melted plastic hair] she could carry me. See how cute she could be?

As we get older into our teenage years and now she's left her teenage years, we do quarrel but just by a few dagger-sharp words. And I would be the sohai sponge that absorbs them all. And one day when I cannot stand it anymore, the 'water' in the sponge is being squeezed out. We do, do things together like other sisters do. Shopping, dress-up, sms each other and talk online. We rarely talk face to face, because she doesn't live with me. She is our nation's national cyclist who stays in dorms. She was in Bukit Jalil Sports School(BJSS) since she was in Form 3 till she finished Form 5. Then she became a fulltime cyclist, had some part-time job in a McD's drive-thru. Hah, at that time, working at McD's you have to have atleast lipstick as make-up to work there. And she'd put on her make-up, wear the McD's uniform and CYCLE to the drive-thru restaurant! My sister is a whacko. And here's proof.


Today daddy and I just went to watch her racing in the Cheras Velodrome.

It was the Asian Cycling Championship & Junior Asian Cycling Championship 2006. Cycling is not a known sport in Malaysia, therefore the velodrome seats were filled only 5%. There were cyclists from countries like Japan, Chinese Taipei, Korea, Hong Kong, Iran, Kazakstan, U.A.E., and many some more I might have missed, and ofcourse, Malaysia. hmm.. there were cute guys!!! Faces like the David Wu range.. ahaha.. Well, her qualifiying race was scheduled at 10.50am. We watched the rest of the races first then. Till about 12 something pm, then she started. =.= Talk about Malaysian punctuality la, Jinn. I wanted to take a shot of her before her flying start, but my dear camera was being such a pissy p*ssy. So I only got shots of her during the race.


She clocked 4.02 minutes and among the riders who first qualify for the 3km Individual pursuit, the first rider who qualified clocked 3.48 minutes. And that's freaggin fast! She was about 5th - 7th among the qualifiying list so she didnt manage to get into the semi-finals as those qualified would be the top 4.

Okay, enough of praises to her. Here's what I prefer! =D


She's always giving blur faces in supposed-to-be-nice shots like this.

And this.

...and this!

She doesn't brush her hair.

What a Bob Marley wannabe.

The above, is nothing compared to what you are about to see! Beware that you might fall down laughing your bumbums off.
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I think she was funnier when she was young compared to now. LOL!


TOTALLY!!! Am I evil or what? Nahh... I love her a lot.Trust me.

And I say this because even if we quarrel so much and sometimes do say we hate each other however much, air dicincang tidak akan terputus. Okay, that spoilt the lovey-dovey-ness! But anyways, yea, no matter how far we quarrel and fight and argue, we still sayang each other a lot.

With very much love to you jie, from vril vril.