me.

You Are 49% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

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Your Stress Level is: 59%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard. When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems. But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.

How Stressed Are You?

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You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

Are You A Good Cook?

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People Envy Your Generosity

You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you! People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

What Do People Envy About You?

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Your True Love Is a Sagittarius

Why you'll love a Sagittarius: Deep and philosophical, you'll love getting lost in hours of conversation with your Sag. Your Sagittarius is curious and adventurous enough to keep you interested... not an easy task! Why a Sagittarius will love you: You're passionate about a few important issues, a kind of depth that Sagittarius finds very attractive. You're outgoing, flexible, and up for almost anything. You and your Sag will have tons of adventures together.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

He's not a sagi...

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You Should Weigh 141

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

How Much Do You Weigh?

I weight less than that. Dammit!

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Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

True.

what shall I blog about now?

uh...

yesterday, I went to mummy's new place, and happened to walk pass smart connection, and they were selling umbrellas for rm10! Cheap! I needed an umbrella just incase it rains after school and I gotta walk in the rain? I picked a red one. ooh yea! I tried to open it up, and I noticed that it didn't have a good structure. Well, it looked odd, but I thought what much difference could it make, an umbrella is an umbrella, but this is cheap. So mummy bought it for me. I couldn't wait to use it mann! hehees!

Then we came home. Rested a lil, or did we? Well, yea, had some nibles at our patio. We got dressed and got ready to go to KLCC. As we were approaching the Taman Paramount LRT station, it started to rain gradually heavy. We were kinda doomed. Then we got a parking space, and heavy rain! I took out my umbrella!!! ahahaha! I was so thankful I decided to drop it in my bag. I came out with my umbrella opened up. The wind was freaggin strong! Then I ran over to mummy's side. As she came out, I was already starting to get wet. Well, for the love. She closed her door, locked the alarm, we were gonna start walking to the shade, but the STUPID umbrella over-turned! LOL!!! Thanks to Mr.Wind!
mummy- then how now????[said it under the rain]
me- RUN LA????!!!!
LoL!! Then I got it back to normal as we were going down the stairs. I got mummy under the umbrella with me again. AND THE WIND BLEW AGAIN!!!! THERE GOES THE UMBRELLA. So much for being so convinced with the rm10! When we reached under the shade, where everyone there were staring at mummy and I laughing at each other. I was feeling so embarassed, but I killed it by laughing about it. Mummy wore black, she was safe. I wore white. =.=

We were shivering in the train. lol! As soon as we reached KLCC, we went straight to the BookFest at the KL Convention Centre. I got a shock when I saw that all the books were Chinese!!! That was Hall 5..till Hall 3. Hall 1-2 had English books -fiction, non-fiction, health, beauty, cookery, art. Not only books, they had cds too! Super cheap ones! But with the crowd, whoa.. craziness! Well I bought 2 cds on Tango!!! I must must learn Tango! Ooh, I got a book on baking cookies, scones, bars, and brownies. And ofcourse mummy bought her stuffs too. I didn't realise that time had pass so fast, and it was already 9.30pm. We had dinner at about 10pm plus. Had Nando's!! yummy yummy! =) Then we took probably the second/third last train back home. We were crammed in there. It felt so.. tight like that ass of yours. maybe tighter.

As for today, I woke up late, at about 11am. Had late breakfast cum early lunch with mummy. Then she had to go for her sessions. I stayed home alone. Well, daddy went to Seremban to help his friend move refridgerators and stuff. I decided to cook dinner for mummy[and daddy too if he had time before work.]. I showered first, then I went downstairs and scanned into the recipe books in the kitchen. Picked those I wanted to cook, and..started.
Menu for tonight's dinner:
SomeSorta spaghetti pasta[was supposed to be Risotto but I only saw that recipe once in the library but couldn't borrow.]
Baked Potatoes[was supposed to be a salad in the recipe, but I had no tomatoes in the frigde]
Chicken strips in cream sauce

Ooh yea, I sure did cook those. Well, I started off by preparing the pasta. Nothing bad happened. Then the potato, the chicken. Daddy said that for my standard [if i were to put it in my words, "for someone who's never fried an egg 's standard..."] he said it could be 10uopn 10. I'm like, hur hur hur. I wonder what if he tried the batch of pasta on my plate. Ofcourse he didn't. Well, the picture will tell you why.




this is gonna be so... potong stim. Cause blogger is being an ass to me now, I don't have the picture of what's on my plate. The above is just what looks nice.

Right now, I'm just back into the "I hate this life" mood. And therefore I shall leave now before this post becomes suicidal.
But then again, who knows what comes tomorrow.

p/s:I'm still keeping the red umbrella.

pathetic holidays are on.

I have wondered why.
I have asked why.
But I still don't know why.
And I never will know why.

I have told.
I have gave.
I have sent.
I have called.
I have loved.
I have teared.

I have been through the past,
It truly scares me.
To take the risk again,
The past haunts me.
And then I cry.
And then I bite.

I have thought how good it would be if it were 'us'. We don't live too far from each other which makes meeting up so easy. I've wondered away alone, about us walking our dogs together in our area. I've always thought you might be the sweetest darling to surprise me at my door. I've always thought bout being in your arms feeling loved. Always wanted to have you pick me up and we could go for prom together. I have thought it would be so beautiful to remember. Right now, I guess I could even imagine you in the cockpit and I in the cabin, us on the same flight to New York..? We could've gone far together, but I choose to let these dreams collapse. Whether you feel this way or that, Iam to blame. Cause I have loved.

I am not..-okay I am soon turning to the half-dead person I was early this year. But all I just wish that happens is, I happen to be thinking of you again, like the other times, and then this trailer runs into me screeching on it's brakes cause the stupid girl crossed the road without looking out. But she doesn't die. She's in the hospital, waiting to see who comes. I need it very much.

I have many times almost got rammed into by a vehicle, like coming down from the bus and crossing the road to my house, a motorcycle was about 8metres away. Like crossing the road at peak hours after school, standing between 2 moving cars[sorta]. I was gonna catch a bus[which wasn't even my bus] and crossed the road without looking and the Toyota Unser had the look of a giant bull-mastif honking at me and I mouthed "sorry!".

Stupid times.
Critical times.
I'm still blogging here anyway.
But who knows what comes tomorrow.

Lie down and lick your privates.

I woke up at 8.30am today. I skipped school, to go to the library. I had wanted to return some books, then read some books.. then borrow them back. I've also been wanting to borrow that Italian cookbook, but it was either I couldn't borrow cause I had more than 2 books to borrow, and it had to be left behind... or... I still haven't finished the books. argh.

The security guard stopped me from going in. He asked if I was a member for very long or new or what? Then I said 'since this year'.. He told me I couldn't go in, cause my midriff could be seen. He asked if Zenne or TiMing could help me, maybe with a sweat-shirt, or something to pull-over. I was thinking what if I changed t-shirts with TiMing! ahahhaha!!!! The stupid guard said if I wore a saree that would be exceptional. I decided we go to ampcorp mall and get myself a LONGER top and get back there. When we went out, 2 stupid guards asked us.. "apasal?".. I said.. "dia kata baju saya terlalu pendek.." the arse actually said..."yeala..! memang pendek tu..." then the other... "uh? kenapa?" so I asnwered the same thing again. "ha... memang pendek.. sini sudah kata tak boleh..." I purposely said it aloud.." know ade ask somor?!?!?!" They both stared at me and shut up. We waited for the bus to get to Taman Jaya station. I told mum. and she called me back and raised her voice first. She said going to ampcorp, just because of me, my two friends probably dont even have enough money. Already so mad with the three idiots, I raised my voice back also la.. And it got things heated up... sigh... Being guilty as well as innocent, I'm still my mummy's daughter, so I texted her back saying sorry and stuff. We then decided to stay in mcd and study, read books, whatever. Soon enough I was thinking.. Tsu Zenne didnt have any books! Read my backside meh then?

So... we got off the bus, walking to the mall, *****?***** "ha!! Fine! Let's go watch 'movie!" They both laughed and agreed enthusiatically, and we bought tickets for 2 movies! Well, I paid for them la... cause I made them bad boys and girls.. After buying the tickets, we realised we had about half an hour more to spend. I never believed this, but we went to the arcade! and first time in my life ever, I car-raced with Zenne[and supposedly TiMing, but his token got jammed].. and she won. But it felt damn good, even though my car crashed badly once, and ramming into the sides... I was laughing..! Then our movie started.

Mission Impossible III was good shyt, I had fingers covering my eyes, my legs numb for awhile. Totally impossible, but possible. and then we had mcD, lunch for 10minutes. and we were back in CINE 2.Over the Hedge. This is the MI:III being directed in cartoon. Seriously... and it's really funny. I like the soundtracks of the movie. So touchy touchy..

Mummy picked us up at Taman Bahagia station, sent Ti Ming back. Zenne insisted her sis/dad come to pick her and not my mum sending her. eeks. Then after we came home. I decided to walk my dogs. both, at one go. and it wasn't easy. I guess I walked too far, Marley got too tired. He slowed down. Schnauzy did too, later on. I was actually looking for a park. hehees... I wanna swing swing again! =( Eventually I had to carry 1 white big ass dog and walk the other. I said "big ass" not cause his ass is big neither is he big. He's old, and heavy. Heavy like tembikai! The only part I couldn't stand about walking them dogs was how they'd go either ways, and suddenly stop to pee or sniff something, and I'm stuck in the middle. As Marley being the a male dog, he'd pee at every stop or even if I don't stop. Owh, when I had to carry him then, I terkena his...dingy dong and ewwww... it was ..wet.... (urgh)..

Right now, my hands feel terribly weak. Would be worse by tmrw morning. and I've got to go for now. I wanna swing swing this Friday! or any day soon! STS is something on my mind that I've got to stop thinking about all the time. Please help me, anyhow.

the title, came from Over The Hedge. I'm not being naughty.

favouritisme, comes popularity contest.

this goes out to bitches. well literally bitches, not that they have to be girls.

morning started with a smile. a big one. exams' results, let's just drop that outta this post today.

A girl, who I once was so very close to at the end of year 2004. I told her all sorta stories. She did too. When we were on *project, she was sorta out of the gang just like I was. So we tagged along together a lot. She cheered for me during my run, she was the shoulder I had when my ass got cramped after the run. We walked back to the house we stayed in with the other 30ppl together every evening, sing songs together, even if we never knew the next line, the songs repeated just the way we wanted it to. Belaian Jiwa, Keliru, Milkshake.

Year 2005 started and I'd only see her when she comes to school in the morning or Saturdays. She started tagging along with those she used to discriminate. She left me alone, like I was at first. But I thought it would be just fine. Didnt move me too much.

Today she stepped in my class, asked to see the girl sitting right in front of me, but she was looking into me. That girl went out. Paid for the teachers' present. Enough with the indirect-ness. My friend was called to pay for athletic club's teacher's day fund, as in to buy the present for 3 teachers. I obviously didnt wish to pay 4fucks, i mean, bucks.. but I don't fucking get it. I was in athletics for a year and 2months, went to cameron highlands training twice. I injured my leg the first time I went. Second time I injured 2 sohai toes. I had to quit athletics this year, in January because I couldn't cope with my schedule. Therefore, I have never competed at district level and obviously nothing higher. and just because I have never fucking got myself included doesn't not mean I wasn't one of them. I made an effort to rush home and get my arse to the stadium, cheer for them. I don't need the sympathy cause I skipped my lunch just to get there and be a support, but it's because I was among them and have always wished I went a lil further.

Right now, I think back, I think I was only there at the stadium to watch them become popular, be known, feel proud, collect glory. and which fucker has ever thanked me for support? It's okay. It'll all fall back on you. They leave me out in this present shyt. They even made a card for Sir, using pictures they took in camerons. I meant, the group photo they took last year, that I wasn't in because I went home after 5 dumb days cause my toes are sohais but I still love them. They said I would have my turn to write my msg in there, next to my photo. What?-photo of the grass? Thanks, mates! fuck you.

Another club I'm in, in school, has chosen greater people and left me out to be running the telematch. I swear if it was the headguy in that club that selected the people, he's gonna get cursed down the drain. I'm yet to know. or maybe not. Why should I even fuck my day up because of these idiots? Yea, you were about to calm me down saying that. -Because I don't feel belong!

I asked a friend today why? Like what the hell is this mann? "Favouritisme, my friend..." and it totally striked me. I guess we'd do nuts or even fruits and nuts but you get shyt. Just because you don't win, you don't participate, then you're alone in the dark! After my break, I went up to class, but knowing that I obviously wouldn't be able to talk to anyone abt it at that moment, I went to look for someone who I thought I could talk to. I went down my class' stairs, up to her class to find she's not there. I went and followed a friend who was going to where she was too. I talked a lil to her about it. But I guess she was busy. She went to play around with another friend of hers. When STS came, he just looked through me. Wait, he didnt even look my way! Well I kinda got sick of being un-belonged anywhere. I told her I had to go, so I walked off. I don't know what noise was behind me, I never wanted to turn back.

Oh let me fit it in, before my break today, I was talking a whole lotta fun crap with my friends at the back of class, and 1 of then jokingly went."eh..shutup lar..." like.. enough lar... then this person next to me, said in a very angry tone, "YEALA! SHUT UP LA!!!!" There was a difference to that. And it hurt me a lot. And he said he got higher marks than me in mod maths... like.. "haha! I got higher!! haha!" If we both had 99 and 98 it wouldnt be something I'd post up here. But I just passed, and he had to do that. Well, right back at your face, your paper 2 had brought your marks down, lower than mine!

I just needed a shoulder to lie on, all it takes to ease my aching heart. Or atleast tell me you feel the same, or don't leave me hanging, tell me.

I just had a conversation with my friend via msn, bout STS, saying I feel so damn rejected. Then my friend had to go.. he told me to take care. I said
"I hope I don't die too soon. Pray that I live, if you think I should."
"I will pray for you tonite la.. God will help you, don't worry. cos He up there better or I'llgo up and screw his ass like constatine."

If only there were more of such protective friends, who'd remember you in their prayers. Well, STS had made me tear in class today. Don't ask me what he did, it's what he didn't do. and because of that I'm telling myself to step out, and make the better choice before I regret my spm year without even putting effort in studies, just wondering how to create cute lovely and sweet messages to take his heart away. -which also brings me to nothing but failures la.

*when favouritisme decides, then comes the popularity contest.*
*if you're popular, you're one of them. If you're unknown, you're shyt.*

*project - camerons training.
*STS - sexy two shoes
Sorry bout all the vulgar words above, I'm just angry with my society I live in.

Kiss me beneath the milky twillight.

This goes out to everyone, but specially for mr sexy two shoes.

After so many day, here I am again blogging. And I have wanted to blog about my mummy's birthday surprise, my superb weekend where I had high-tea at smk Bandar Sunway prepared by down syndrome teenagers and met William who's 19 and good loking and repeats after everything you or me would say, my saturday celebrating mother's day at my cousin's house where we sang a birthday song for mothers[eeks], I made a very worth phone call and got caught in my adventure of running up and downstair, and my mother's day celebration with mummy, and A LOT MORE... But I'll leave the pictures in my multiply to tell the stories.

Today, is the officially celebrated "Teachers' Day", and I gave teachers who meant 2 bits to me. Nah, they're making a difference in me. But my form teacher was absent, my daisy was so sad. I decided to keep the present for her till she's present in school, and give the flower to someone more worth giving. Not any other teachers ofcourse! Since I use the back gate of school when I go home, and he uses the front, I got a friend to do me that favor of giving it to him with my name. I hope he did. On my way home I had a thousand wonders of which friend of his would start teasing him, which friend would start laughing, what would he be thinking..Well I had a thousand wonders.. I came home and wonder if he even did recieve it. I texted my friend who helped me and got no reply. I fell asleep with the phone in my hand while I was texting my sister. When I got a trigger on my phone, I deleted the text I typed and opened the sms, to find out that it was my kakak from Indonesia. Then I thought really hard if I already sent the sms to my jie and deleted it from the sent items or not at all. I replied my kakak and my jie. =) I left the phone alone, slept my way through.

Then later on, I was in the room with sexy two shoes with my parents' knowledge. My dad came and told me he "knows about it.. and he's hot.. but..." and then I shut him off saying it's not true. Well sexy two shoes might have heard I guess, he left. Well ofcourse I caught up with him! He was walking in the dark with his head down. I came up to him and asked him where was he going. He said he was going to some concert, I don't remember what. I had my hand on his shoulder and gave him a peck on the cheek and he was shocked but he never avoided it or whatever. We walked to the bus station. I wasn't going on the same bus as him, I was just sorta sending him off? Then I wanted to ask him something, but people just kept coming in our way.

When I finally got to him, I asked "Do you.. do you..really..do you really wanna..."
"Yes I want us to be like what we were today." he blurted into my sentence. I was shocked and stunned, I just stood there and stared into his eyes, his beautiful eyes. The next thing I knew, he hugged me and I had my head resting on his chest feeling his warmth. He got onto the bus, with his friends and left without a "bye", which confused me. But I knew I loved him a lot, and I still do! I crossed the road before the bus took its leave. I walked through the park and everything was bright.

*jeng jeng jeng!!!*[influenced by Chi Khan]

I woke up from my fcuking dream and realised it was almost 8pm. Wait, I woke up and realised it was a fcuking dream! *ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Are you mad at me? Well, you're just reading my blog, but God gave me this 100% Most Wanted Dream and then wake me up! Argh! LoL!!! I got up and as I was walking down I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a sakai with a sakai hairstyle. I really wanted to bang myself in the wall! Like, heck it was a good one, but it was a dream! Thanks to Chee Ho for not replying my sms, I got so *arghhh* till I had this dream. and thanks to you readers for enjoying the suspense!

p/s:I still love my sexy two shoes.

currently listening to :Boney M - Rivers of Babylon.

I'm off to watch Desparate Housewives now.

Love you, sweetie!
vril

To the love of my life, Pickle baby.

This goes out to you, my love of my life,
Pickle baby.

She drank a cuppa coffee just so she would stay up to study and payback what she's left behind. And so she did. She laid herself on the bed, under the covers. Took her study materials. Had one side of her mp player earphone in her ear.Set to a suitable volume, she picked up her notes and read.
Everything went fine, although all the time she was reading she had him in mind. She always did, all day.Then she started yawning. She was soon lying down, laying her head one arm, reading sideways. She heard her dad come home. She decided to leave the notes and books, and the mp3 player and go greet daddy. As usual daddy asked why not asleep. Shared a few laughters, went to respective rooms.
She picked up the mp3 earphones, and started to tremble. She closed her books. She knew she couldn't go on. She then listened to bothsides of the earphone. She left her right hand on her chest, calming herself down. She told herself,
"you gotta be strong."
"I need to talk to one of them"
"sms is an easy way of chatting."
"no way, sexy two shoes would probably be sleeping. I don't wanna annoy him."
That was more of a conversation between herself and..herself. Right now, she's thinking of what else to blog about. But she started to tear. She misses 2 parts of her life. The one that brought her up since 1992 till last year. The other's the 1996-2003 baby girl, who passed with leukimia.

It's totally the wrong time to blog now. But I can't help it. I need help. I need a hug. Don't tell me that Pickle's gone and won't come back. Because she never left my heart. And it's impossible for my kakak to come back and take are of me. She's got a baby to look after. I know to what extends are of those I can do, go to the garden and visit Pickle's grave everyday/call kakak when able to. I know I can. You'd know you can if it were you. But there are times where you just miss them so much, at the time where you can't do any of the above. So you just happened to listen to this song and start crying.

Ben, Jinn, sexy two shoes, Jie- I wanted to sms you, but you'd probably be asleep and I'll get no reply.
ChiKhan-thanks for not replying,cause you're also asleep I assume.
TiMing-Please please please attend school today.
[sometimes I wish I had the rights to say 'where are you guys when I need you?']

I don't think I'll ever be able to be strong in this matter. I cry cause I'm sad. I cry cause the very day after my birthday since 2003, has never been a bright day. A day where I'll always remember the night before you left, Pickle.Where you lie down in our house,with your sad eyes, I know you had all the pain before your views. We never wanted to lose you, we did it so you could release the pain. You used to run into the house, fit your sleek body through the grills, sneekily go into Yeh-yeh's room and hide there, from lightning. You used to make kakak angry, wee under the dining table. You used to wanna watch tv with us. You used to face your head to jie and give me your backside. You faced jie jie, faced your backside at me and farted, after we we jungle trekking. Although mummy was afraid of furry lovely animals like you, she'd take her two fingers and tap on you and go "aiyer!!!". I remember when mummy took her slipper and slapped you, but girl, I promised mummy just wanted to teach you a lesson. I remembed slapping you too, I'm sorry,baby. Jie jie still care for you. It all started from jie, celebrating your every birthday on the 21st of march, and you'd get yoghurt or ice cream. I remember when you didnt wanna eat your biscuits, and we mixed it with an uncooked egg. I remember when Schnauzy came, I did neglect you a little. But baby I'm really really sorry. You know, you're the friendliest family dog, you play with kittens, chickens, and hamsters. I remember when daddy and jie were bathing the hamsters and you had one in your mouth. Then you eventually let it out. Baby you were so cute! I always loved playing "fetch" with you, although you never fetched it back. It's really too bad for both of us, we didnt have a chance to play fetch with you in this new house. I remembed showering you, then leave you by the gate to sun you dry. And you'd get so mad... Once we free you, you poo and run into the house, but never get a chance to cause I'll runaway into the house and close the door. I remember feeding you once..when I was saying.."wait... don't eat yet... wait okay??" and jie jie saw you nod! Yea, baby girl, you were that smart. You even went to training school remember? Daddy would bring you and daddy had taught you to sit, stand, stay. I would be the small girl with the big dog, hold you on the leash but you run free. Then jie would scold me. Then soon daddy scold both of us. Baby Pickle, I remember telling you bout my so-called darling boyfriends in primary school. You'd just sit and lick yourself. I love how you lie down and cross your fore-legs. I remember cleaning your ears and finding "tau sar" inside... I remember when you were becoming a mummy. Daddy delievered your first puppy around midnight, then we all threw our matresses downstairs, slept in the living hall to wait for your next baby. It only came the next morning.. Kakak came back from the market and saw this grey wiggly thing hanging from behind you. Then you had 8 cute grey wigglies... Beauty, blue-eyed, bucket, bubbles, and buttons. The other 3 had passed before we had a chance to name them. Then jie and I cried and "hated" daddy for selling them 4 to the man whole sold you to us, for about rm500? Then jie and I cried in the room, with Nai-nai consolling us.And we were saying that we bought you at such a high price and your darling wigglies were sold so cheap! Daddy was outta his mind.
The day Ben knew you had to go soon, he and Aunty Connie visited you, while you lied down still behind the door. The day I remember daddy was gonna bring you to the vet, to give you the F***ing jab, I was crying be the door, seeing you off, I couldn't go along, cause I had school. I remember seeing Sean pass by in his school bus, he spotted me crying. I knew. When I went to school, I was so sensitive. Then Jo told me, Sean was looking for me. Well it was sweet of him to have cared so much. Pickle baby, after that incident, I'm very sure you know that I have done many oral tests in front of my class, sharing stories bout you, hoping to be stronger. but I had always brokedown. I guess you're the one in me, testing me, just to see if I still care.

Pickle/picolomondo/baby/wei../ oii!/Leow Hoay Jin @Pickle/ pickle baby we all miss you. And I must say that no matter what dog comes into my life, even schnauzy and marley, you'll have that special priority forever. And I promise that you will always have a space in my heart. I will try to always leave daddy's garden flowers for you on every 21st of March, your birthday.. and of course 2nd of April,the day you left us.

I hope you somehow get to read this[which I know you can't]. Well, you're probably up in heaven in God's hands now, looking down on me. So, you'd know how my nose and eyes are like now. Stuffed and swelled.

And this is the song that got me crying.

Diana Ross - If We Hold On Together

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

Picklebaby, I will always love you, forever.

Love,
avril jie jie.