When the rain washes away these tears.

I went to bed with a cold frost-bitten heart.
I boiled my eyes out to sleep.
I woke up to rain, thunder, and lightning.
And they said, "Tomorrow will be a brighter day."
Bullshyt.

When words come out of the mouth of an angered, those words are sharp and painful.
It slices like a samurai, stabs like a dagger.
But words of apology don't come easy.
Neither does it work easy too.

I hurt like a Blair Waldorf, you spend like a Chuck Bass.
If you owned Bass Industries, sure.
Apologies don't work on Blair Waldorf.
It's deeds that touch and show the change.

I don't need your money.
But I need you to have money so you can save yourself.
I only need your love and attention.
Being this far, I'm not getting much.

It's not fair that I'm a needy and you're not.
The saying "Treat people how you wish to be treated" doesn't work too properly.
Sure I wish to be showered with love everyday, but giving you all that doesn't bring me anything.
And you don't really care if you don't hear from me for a day or two, so you think I wouldn't care too.
I have come to learn your ways, I try to give you the space you needed.
But you never gave what I wanted.
Cyrus Rose says "Not enough!!"

When your close ones give you concern and advice, you brush it away like a dirty stain.
When strangers talk about themselves, you listen and pick up the pieces.
Is it wrong to care and show it?
And is it right to put words into people's mouth?

If you think my intention is to ruin your holiday, then you must really not know me well.
But I know you well enough. You're probably going to just chuck everything in the corner of your room once you get bored of it. You chuck everything in every corner. Except for things you use everyday, they will be along your daily paths.

Have you once thought that your recent past could've been partly your fault?
The things you say, and how you like things your way and only your way.
I saw it from the beginning but I thought you'd be different with me. Instead I merged into your ways and your life. No, you didn't ask me to do anything for you. But I do it out of love from my heart. If you don't like it, let me know.

You think near, and I think far.
Some say it's a match, but sometimes it's more of a collision.
I needed you to show me you're willing and you're helping.
I thought we were in this together.
I don't know how much you spree or not, but I will need money when I come back and when I get there too. My pay per month here is only half your rent per month. And I do this for us, not just for myself.

But you, you wouldn't help yourself a single bit! I don't need to list them down here, you know it all.


I love you. But if I'm such a shit to you, then you call the shots.

Marry me - Train

I never thought this would happen, at least not so soon. But your love has rushed over to capture my heart. Now I can't let go of you. You overwhelmed me with love and care and tenderness.

I can't wait for May to come. I can't wait to eventually live with you and grow old with you. You make life so exciting for me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be traveling every 3 months or so. You've changed my life, baby.

I love you very much and I do wanna marry you, now, tomorrow, even next year.

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