I'm online! But only for now. Not sure when's the next time I'll be online. I'm now in PEnang for a week already. I was on m/c yesterday, off day today. Was down with fever, cough, and flu. Whole body ached like hell. Well I'm currently in the kitchen department, hence the tiring work and falling sick. I was in the cold kitchen lastweek, this week I'm in the coffee house kitchen. Next week pastry, and then main kitchen. After that, housekeeping for a month, and then f&b.
I will be in KL on the 1st till the 3rd of Nov. Might attend D&D. Looking out for people who are going. Anyways, that's my update for now. Don't know when's the next time I'm around again. Till then! =)
Oh, please pray for me not to fall sick again! Thanks!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
hola!
Friday, September 21, 2007
Massive update.
It was since the 29th of July and I was filling up a survey that someone tagged me with. Or maybe it was a survey I took of the Friendster bulletin.
Okay, I just read through it, thanks Melanie.
When I filled that survey, those answers and my answers now could be pretty different. Like, have I ever drank alcohol from a bottle straight, I have. That was when I got pissed drunk from depressed drinking over my boyfriend. How silly. I probably almost ran to the middle of the road and got myself killed too. But he told me he loves me.
I wasn't too worried bout my exams at that time in July. Now, I'm done with my finals and in less than 2 weeks, I'll be in Penang for 3 months. Industrial training in Eastern and Oriental or commonly known as E & O. I'm gonna miss everyone and everything back here. I've been missing my highschool friends who amazingly love to visit my blog even if I don't update it. I've been missing my closest friends. I've been missing my teachers[not all..]. I'm gonna start missing my home and family, my sister's already in China today. She's not based in Melbourne anymore. There goes my hopes in going to Australia someday soon. I'm gonna start missing my dogs. I'm gonna miss my boyfriend.
It's pretty hard to imagine 3 months with a different lifestyle. I think I won't be drinking for 3 months. =) I think it's going to be tough not having the leisure of having my parents in any emergency. I think I might go mad not seeing my boyfriend even for 2 weeks. I'll be in the restaurant, kitchen and housekeeping departments. I'll be staying with my aunty, but still. Home is home not like any other.
Oh, did I tell you I went to Bali during the 17th till the 21st August? Well yea, went there for my cousin's wedding. So terribly blissful.
I shall let pictures do the story telling now. Maybe you see some differences in me too; like putting on weight like a pig. Haha!
DAY 1 - Flight to Bali.
That's me on my flight to Bali.
Welcome to Bali!
We stayed NEXT to Sofitel Hotel.
Had a henna tatoo done, with the artist so close to my ass; so close that if I let out gas he'd die.
DAY 2 - The wedding day.
Brunch by Trip's mom and aunt.
I'm going for brunch! heee!
And that's a kite, like a ship on Bali seas.
Babi guling and Uncle Nam Seng.
The setting, beautiful and romantic.
Dad, me and Mum.
The bride and groom.
See frangipani, see Bali.
DAY 3 - Beach and shopping with my dear cousins!
At Seminyak beach.
The memorial in Kuta, Steph and I.
Dinner with my adult cousins. =D
DAY 4 - With the slightly older generation compared to 'cousins'.
That's batik behind me.
Shopping in Ubud.
Seafood dinner at Jimbaran beach.
DAY 5 - Go home.
Goodbye Bali.
Malaysia's not too bad too. =)
Now, that was my trip to Bali. Here's Ti Ming's last minute birthday celebration.
Group photo.
The usual.
The girls.
The boys.
Ti Ming and I. fak you, you taller than me! =D
Groupie again!
Inside joke: You taking picture or not?!
Haha, I went behind the bar and flirt with the hot bartender.
Chai Ying was drunk.
We were having fun!
Chai Ying knocked it out a lil.
Oh yea, Sharon went home earlier. A guy picked her up. =)
So that leaves us 4.
Chai Ying and I.
Haha, mr bartender wannabe. Could be.]
And the recent Monday, I met Tsu Zenne and we had lunch and too much of Hairsprayyy!
Oh my gosh, Hairspray is sooooooooo nice! I'd watch it a thousand times! By the way, I also got my belly piercing on Monday too! =D
Lunch at Sri Melaka. It was just O.K..
Self-love in the toilet.
Don't ask why that face. I don't know.
The next day, I went out too. Met up with Jovi and Lifin. Had some drinks and light dinner in Souled Out.
Adorable Lifin.
Jovi and I.
He thinks he's cute.
I like this picture! =)
blueeekkkkk...
you make me melt. only sometimes. haha!
And today/yesterday, 20th September 2007, I spent my day with 2 crazy college-mates. And I love them!
Only showing very few pics. Gotta sleep soon.
We tried dresses. And 3 of us in a fitting room. Almost got caught.
This fitting room was wayyy bigger.
We know we looked good there. hahaha!
Okay, enough on updates? After this, the blog is probably dead again. Enjoy the best of it. Luv ya readers! I'm off to Penang next week. Leaving behind many loved ones for 3 months!
Till my next post.
With much love,
vril.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
stooopid survey, thanks Melanie! =.=
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
feet, test the water.
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
do I have one? maybe. Orange then.
3. Do you like coffee?
it's okay. Good when I'm sleepy.
Wheres number 4?!
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
I need to pee, and I want to sleep soon.
6. Whats the last letter of your crush’s name?
i
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
HUH?
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
met the french boys! Gosh I miss them.
Wheres number 9?!
10. What are you craving?
the toilet!
11. Do you floss?
sometimes =D
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
too much consumed just means smelly fart.
fucker, I dont care if there's a missing number, cause the person who created these questions made it that way and it's fucking annoying. So stop asking.
wheres 13 & 14?
15. Would you dance with someone to the taco song?
what song is that?
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick. got sensitive teeth
18. Do you use smileys?
yeap =)
19's missing!!
wtf....
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
many times?
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
it's okay.
22. What’s the last song you had stuck in your head?
absolutely everybody
23. How many countries have you visited?
lazy to count, i want to pee now. brb. =D
24. Are your parents strict?
no. Just, being parents la I guess.
25. I'm gay?
I'm not.
26. Would you go out to eat with George Bush?
I'd rather a beach date with my sayang laaaaa...
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
my sayang? ahahaha, yea for calling me a kerbau.
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
my eyes! ahhahahaahhahaahahahahahahahhahha!!!!
Wheres 29 & 30 again?
31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
we sit anywhere and everywhere.
33. Ha No 32um.....congrats for the great discovery...
fuck this thing mann.. call it a 'so-called 100 question survey'. Melanie you're getting it mann!
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
yea.. dohhhh?
35. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
I want to go outtttt but it's already Sunday and I have to wake up at 7.57am tmr to wake sayang at 8am.
36. Brown or white eggs?
the un-treated ones.
37. Like rap music?
no.
38. Ever taken a train?
yea
39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
nahhh.
4o got kidnapped too!
41.What day is it?
sunday.
42. What was your lunch?
porkie porkie
43 What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
tonnes of assignments.
seriously, MELANIE, you're getting this for tagging me! It's so damn stupid! I'd tag all the ppl I despise man.
44 commited suicide.
45. Ever have cream puffs?
I know how to make also la...
46. Have you ever seen the Butterfly Effect?
no
47. So, how about them Yankees?
noooooo
48. Do you like gay people?
I'm straight by the way, and crazy over a straight and quite buff guy. =)
49. Why do you say that?
because if I liked gay people, I wont be crazy over a straight guy!
50. Are you going to answer the other 50 questions?
is it really 50?
51. Is your hair curly?
yes
52. Last time you cried?
24/7/07
53. Ever walked into a wall?
mirror. lol~!
56. Are you currently wearing socks?
no.
57. Favorite time of the year?
everytime I see you sayang.
59. Are you a generally happy person?
yes
60. Are you wearing jeans?
no la, going to sleep la.
61. The next person you’ll hold hands with?
sayang.
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
sometimes. not on purpose la.
63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
no. I should try!
64. Do you think you’re old?
matured.
65. Are you afraid of the dark?
sudden darkness yes
66. Do you like your life right now?
pretty much.
67. When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
when I had a choice
68. Do you knock on wood?
for??
69. Do you have good vision?
not bad.
70 is also goneee.
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
hmm, no.
72. Do you have a job?
yea
73. Describe ur best friends?
melissa, and I love her. Jo, not forgiving you for not telling us you're back instead your other friends know.
77. Can you handle the truth?
I'd just need a seat.
79. How often do you talk on the phone?
i sms more.
80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
hope it's not going to be.
81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
dont think so
83. Are you sarcastic?
super
86. Do you use chopstick?
yea
87. Are you too exited over stuffs?
yea. wrong step
88. Do you shop often?
with my mummy.
89. Do you owe ppl money?
dont think so
90. Have you made a prank phone call?
many
91. Have you ever been to hawaii?
want to.
92. Do you like your hair?
yea cant wait for it to be long
93. Do you enjoy laughing?
too much
94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
equally close.
95. Do you chat on msn often?
yea
96 & 97 is missingg!
98. What's the closest thing to you that has a leg?
myself.
99. Does your crush comment your myspace?
no
100. Do you comment theirs?
no
tag 7 people:
I'm not taggin anyone cause this survey sucks shyt asss....! =D Thank me all of you.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
All I need is you - The Moffats
Life's so tough when you want to love, but you simply can't. Why? 'Cause they're far away. 'Cause you're too far for them, they can't afford to love you. It's hit me twice, but atleast one still treasures me. I hate to think back, but that memory that's in my mind, I can't just erase it. It's unfair for me. In every case this year, it's all unfair for me. I really hope things get better somehow.
Sometimes I feel so sick of this feeling, ending it all sounds like the best thing to do. Yet I'm not ready to give up this fight. I'm just weaker by the day.
If only I had known what I've come to know now. All I need is you to need me too, the way I need you. All I need is you to love me too, the way I love you.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Sway
My blog has been dead for too long. But that doesn't really mean I'm gonna update everyday...
Last Sunday I went to A'Famosa with my college friends. A group of 8 people in a condotel. Spending the first night, drinking, without the fan working. Starved during lunch, had lunch with ladoo lady watching over us. Had soaked maggi mee for dinner. Shini had her first beer. She got pissed drunk after stealing people's drinks. We played truth or dare. And spin the bottle. That was just wrong mann. I kissed Jaya and Shamus kissed my neck. The massive kissing happened. Just pecks. Tanya danced with a whiskey bottle. Justine shouted 'smack that' out of the balcony. Jaya danced to Buttons.
Spending the next day at the water park, screamed on the slides like I always did. Shamus and I waddled our feet feeling so hardworking on the really lazy river. I knocked out for a couple of hours after that. Went for chinese dinner in Tampin town, Shane spent us. Shane bought us a carton of beer and i think 9 bottles too. Do you think we drank? Shini was on her third can when I was on my first. She definately passed out soon enough. Justine threw up I guess, I saw stuff in the toilet. I know Mathew threw up but he came back to drink more.. and soon enough, we all were sleeping on the balcony till the next morning. I slept next to Shamus and Mathew. But poor Shamus was sleeping with the corner of the blanket only. I tried to get Mathew to sleep closer to Faiz but nudging to no avail, I eventually fell asleep.
This trip was a really memorable one for me. Never had so much fun during trips. Must be the drinking and the jokes made by drunktards. I miss all of YOU!
Anyways, today I got myself a pair of Superstar Adidas. It was a good buy I suppose. I needed the shoe well. My other Reebok's are wearing off badly. And I need a big, comfortable pair of shoes for work. =) So the Adidas it is...!
Alright, that's some updates. And I'm gonna start term 3 on Tuesday. Wish me luck. Bye bye! Till the next time I blog.
Listening to : Bic Runga - Sway
Thursday, June 07, 2007
me back to blog in me blog.
I'm in college, waiting for time to pass. There's a couple 2 seats away, talking SO LOUDLY, LIKE JACOONS FROM THE JUNGLE! So annoying!
And WOW! I finally updated this thing. Haha, my blog's turned into a "thing". Anyways, I've been neglecting this page so much so long, that the spammers have loved my page[or rather, only my cBox]!
I swear college isn't relaxing~! Yea you get to wear something different from uniforms, but it gets tiring to think of what to wear for the next day, every night before you go to sleep. Business Mathematics is additional maths! oh hey, I got a 15.5 upon 20 aye! And I'm doing accountings in this term. Started off brilliant, now I'm needing more attention. Everything's in English, I have to translate the terms in to Bahasa Malaysia to recall what it is and then substitute it. Oenology is pretty tough, I don't know my mid term results yet but according to my lecturer, 6 outta 15 ppl have failed! Incase you didn't know, passing mark is half of the total mark. HAH! Food science is the killer bomb! The lecturer is boring and sleepy, but I only slept once[yesterday] during her break. Then Max woke me up. LOL.
Practical classes are fun though! I LOVE my F&B classes!!! Carrying hot plates out to serve, carrying 8 plates to clear! =) Doing research on menus! Cisoler parsley, end up cisoler-ing my nail. I wonder who drank the soup. Muahahahahaha! Chef Tan is my lecturer for term 2 and Chef Frederic was my term 1 lecturer. Gosh they're both so nice! I hope either one of them lecture my class again next term! My restaurant operation lecturers are not too bad themseleves. Mr Tay Boon and Mr Danial Yong. Both funny, both can be so damn sarcastic, but it's all good. Owh well, not mentioning my Rooms Division lecturers doesnt mean they're not good. I just don't think I have the interest that pulls me to option Rooms Division in Term 4. Anyhow, we'll see.
Guys. They're like poo to me. Flirtatious and SO FLIRTATIOUS! Listen to Bachelor Girl - Buses and Trains, then you know how I feel. They so come and go. I don't even know what I'm doing to myself. oh well.
By the way, the two stupids in the couple I was talking about at the start, they're still talking so loud! I can hear them through my mp3! Damn cibais la..! Anyway, it's 10.45am and I should go soon. Class at 11am. I'm gonna do some studies first. LOL! I blog longer than I study! Owh btw, I slept at 9pm last night, cause I was falling asleep in front of the comp at 8.30pm! This is history mann!
Okays, me signing off now. Bye!
Friday, May 04, 2007
Ku mencintai dirimu
To YOU,
Sukarnya tuk ku melupakan
Sinar matamu yang menawan
Terbayang-bayang tiap masa
Senyumanmu menggoda
Kehangatan terasa di jiwa
Tika kau lafaz kata cinta
Nafas terhenti seketika
Seakan sukar ku percaya..
ooh..ohh..oo..hoo..
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu
Sukarnya untuk ku ucapkan
Ku takut akan kehilanganmu
Akan ku buat segalanya
Untuk mu kekasihku
Cuma satu yg belum terbuat
Kalimah cinta kau nantikan
Bila masa dan ketika
Tidak dapat ku menjawabnya
ooh..ohh..oo..hoo..
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu
Semalaman...
Ku menunggu panggilanmu
Pabila terdengar suaramu
Ku terlupa segalanya
oo..oo hooo..
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buat ku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu
Kan ku ucap jua padamu...
Saiful - Ku Juga Mencintaimu
I'm really confused and messed up. I've been so moody. I don't wanna see you, because I'm afraid to not know how to be embarassed, or I may react the wrong way. Yet I'm restless when I don't see you. I feel horrible for telling myself you're bad, but I feel stupid saying you're so nice and sweet that I should wait. Please, tell me??? Oh God, I pray for ease in my heart. If I've gotta get any more agitated, I'm gonna start tearing my skin on my thighs. Meet my worst best friend, Eczema.
One week passes just like the wind. Last week I longed for tomorrow, and now I say, would I even see you tomorrow..? Am I that lousy that I'm not worth a few cents to reply an sms? I'm only asking for your love and care. I've been longing for it, and now that I've met you, I'm afraid to be let down in any way. I wonder if you even read this. You, I really really wanna love you. Please tell me that you do too.
With much love,
avrril.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sweet sweet candy.
Hello hello people!
Well, I doubt anybody visits this page anymore. HAHA! It's been so dead, I'm not surprised. Anyways, too many things happened. Good or bad, it happened. I'm breaking my promise and not posting about my birthday. =P
It's not like it'll matter anyways. Uhm, I've been busy with college, and lazy to blog. Ahahaha! I started my first driving lesson yesterday. OMG I don't know how I did it. I don't know how I'm gonna pass.
This Friday is Orientation Nite! I'll be having driving lessons in the morning and partying at night. I hope sweetie pie joins us. I'll be performing by the way. It'll be a funny dance anyways, so no stress.
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I had one of the best times in my college life yesterday. The day we first met was a start-off, and the first week in term2 was continuation. Days went by and made me totally confused. Yesterday gave me a little more idea. And today I'm confused again.
Did you know that you're so lovely, I melt in the inside everytime I see you? And everytime I look into your eyes when we talk, I forget everything that's behind us. I do try to concentrate on what you're saying though. I like the way you laugh, the way you walk, the way you talk. You can't be any more wanted and needed. I long for the day I find the truth. And I hope the truth makes me happy.
I sometimes think too far, I sometimes forget myself. Please don't leave me hanging okay? Tell me soon, whether or not you do. I'd help you in any way I can. Because you're worth. =)
"I don't believe that anyone could feel the way I do, about you now, about you now.." - Oasis.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Me.
| You Are Running on 45% Adrenaline |
 Your Adrenaline Level: High You often feel like you are running on empty. And it doesn't feel great! Slow it down a little - even if it means not getting everything done. |
| Your Sensitivity Score: 53% |
 As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people. You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad. But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down. |
| Men See You As Desirable |
 Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual Yourr honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily |
| You Are Whiskey |
 You're a tough drinker, and you take it like a man That means no girly drinks for you - even if you are a girl You prefer a cold, hard drink at the end of the day Every day, in fact. And make that a few. |
| You Have Low Self Esteem 56% of the Time |
 While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! |
| You Are 60% Girly |
 You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie. You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines. |
| You Are a Natural Flirt |
 Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! |
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
 You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
| You Communicate Like a Woman |
 You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is. |
| You Are a Lime Margarita |
 Realistic and grounded, you have the energy to tackle any obstacle that stands in your way. Hyper and driven, you despise lazy behavior of all kinds... especially lazy drunks too tired to dance! |
| Your Lust Quotient: 46% |
 You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! |
| Your Lucky Love Color is White |
 When someone gets to know you, they still feel like you're a mystery to them. You are innocent and a bit naive. But you are a little more savvy than you seem, especially in love. And unlike what your color might suggest, you aren't too much of a prude. Your heart is pure, and you find it easy to fall in love. |
Heartache causes boredom, boredom causes rubbish.
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