If I could be like that.

I am finally done with this exam sh*t! Wooohhoooooooooooo!!!! Well, it was done this morning but I was too tired. I stumbled upon this really nice song on youtube.com...

I guess it's an old song, but it really means a lot to me.

Music Video:BE LIKE THAT (by 3 Doors Down)

Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Many people have asked me what is my next step. I feel so undefined, un-planned, disorganized. What am I gonna do?!

Oh, just to let whoever who reads know, I got my present flying 23hours already. I bought something really asian cum malaysian, made something really cute with my name and his name on it, and a card. Cost me a bomb, but I'm taking a leap of faith.

Sleigh bells jingling already!

There are so many things I wish I could say here, but then again, this is the world wide web(that's what it stands for right?)! So, I'll remember what I need to, share what I can, and enjoy my life! =)

On a very much brighter note, I have finished 1 day of my finals. Yes, just one day, which consisted of like a plentiful of subjects to study up! I don't feel my best about it, but I don't feel bad either.

I'm pretty excited about my coming holiday, but then it's not gonna be good after that. It's like the decisions of my life being made. I so hate comtemplating, gosh!

Anyways, Christmas is 'round the corner yow! I've got presents ready for my bestest friends in the world!!! But nothing really for JCM yet.. Well, it's a tough decision as it needs to be sent via a parcel and travel about 23hours by air. Any ideas or thoughts, do share. And I guess if I really have nothing to give, I think the internet's got my back! Actually, I know it does, cause I've got 5 little elves that I truly deeply sayang soooooo much, waiting to do a dance for you..! (It may take awhile to load though.)

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

I love the ending part! Check out who's holding who! LOL!


I hope you had enjoyed that. As for now, back to books and notes. URgh. Oh before I take my leave, it was so hard to fall asleep this morning. I went to bed at 2am. But my functions didn't sleep, I was tossing and turning until about 3.30am! I tried all sorts of positions to sleep, even sitting up holding my pillow, I eventually laid back down. And then all of a sudden, I hear my alarm going "come on over, come on over here baby... All I want is you..!" Christina Aguilera sings to me to wake up, ain't that cool?

Lastly lastly, everything means nothing, if it ain't you; if I ain't got you baby.

Oh, I don't mean the things I say.

Sometimes I wonder, why me? Why you, for me? Why me, for you?

I wonder why you had to go. I wished you stayed home.
Then sometimes I wish, I'm so far away from home that I do not see you.

I had wanted to share that little bit of joy I had, of my future. But no, your sleep, your work, your life is way more important. You didn't even take an effort to reply an sms?

You wouldn't imagine how much I was jumping around, dancing with joy, and how much I'm crying right now. You managed, you won me. You made my adrenaline die in just less than a minute, showing me "I'm sleepy" face, and "fuck, it's late, I need to work tmrw" attitude, together with your "what the fuck do you want? I don't have time for your shyt. Hurry up." tone of voice. Do you know how you sound and look?

I really wonder what goes on in your mind.

I hate, I really hate to have had this in mind. I just wished either you or I banish from this existence.

It's all good, I want to leave next year. You don't have to face my stupid sensitive and childish attitude, for atleast a year. I hope YOU HAVE FUN WITH YOUR LIFE. 'Cause I can't take how you're so rude to everyone in your family! As much as I thought you were someone I could share my happiness with when you're around, I thought wrong! So wrong!

Worry not, I'll fuck off your princess life and let YOU pick up dog shyt in the yard when I'm gone. As if you would even notice the shyt.

Boys.

Daddy: You didn't go out all day?
Avril: No..? Nowhere to go also??
Daddy: Oh.. No boyfriend also easier hor? No need to go here go there. Hehehehe...
Avril: ??? (What in the world..!@#$%^)Ya, very funny.

Oh well, if you have a boy on the net, you'll never leave home. That's kinda bad too. Whatmore, if you do not sleep at the time you should! Holy..~!