Never again.

• 6.30am - Wake up time.
• 7.10am - Left for school.
• 8.40am - Daddy came. Got nagged bout results.
• 9.10am - Reached home.
• 9.30am - Undressed and got dressed.
• 9.50am - Daddy complained the skirt was too long. [The first time he asked me to wear something shorter!
• 10.10am - I made my decision. My friend told me to wear something I'm comfortable with. And I thought if I had to listen to him all my life, would I ever grow up?
• 11.05am - Reached the venue. Butterflies flew into my tummy.
• 11.10am - But I'm so short?!?!?!
• 1.00pm[plus]- Finally over! [from 11.10am till 1.00pm, it was nervous-ness, making friends, interview, taking measurements of height, bust, hip, waist, and phot-shoots, and feeling the pumps of your own heart beat standing alone on a helluva big stage!]
• 1.50pm - home. lunch.
• 3pm~5.30pm- sew the banner, wait for phone call, fell asleep. fell from bed thinking it was the phone call of my life, when the ringing stopped when I got to the phone. Give it up, it's just not your dream.

I skipped tuition neway. Btw, me falling of my bed, I now have my right knee bruised. I'm disappointed with a friend, she's obsessed by a rotten nut. I didnt expect her to be so silly.

I'm not happy bout my bestie's condition. Makes me feel even more down, and worried, all the time! Just think, if you're gone, even if you're watching me from up above, I'd be alone down here. No one to sms and get replies like "...=.=", no one to scold me for being stupid, no one to go fishing with, nobody to runaway from the police with, to cut it short- I wont have you! I'm sure you know that! So, as Russel Peters said... "do the right thing! be a man!" *muax muax to you* I'll be there at anytime you need someone, and again you know it, cause I'm like this grandma reminding you all the time. But that's what I choose to do!

drunk,

vrillie.