Forever broke into two. Say goodbye.

My birthday went fine. Shopping and movie with my sister, lunch with her again, dinner with mummy and jie in daddy's. The heels I wore gave me super fkjgnmnv sore feet. Well anyway, days have been passing so quickly, I don't know why but I just don't feel like blogging.

I simply feel betrayed/used/taken for granted/like-dog-shit... Well, *they expect me to go and see *them just to catch up with things, and *they have never came to see me in my class. *They have never treated me as a good friend at all, but wants me to put *them as number one in everything. *They made many empty promises, lied to me ~a thousand times~,but I found out.. *They dont see me coming around the corner, even if *they do, I'm probably invisible. Made me feel like an idiot, left me standing alone, made me cry nights and nights. You know what, to you people, I've had enough. I'm not gonna stand by your sides anymore. You don't do me any good. Who cares if I don't have anyone to call a "best friend"?! I have people I'm averagely close to, who care for me and do ask from the heart if I'm alright. And my point is, they SEE that I'm not fine, and looking suicidal, even if I don't do anything, but you people dont even know where the hell I am. I bet none of you knew about my situations recently, until I told any of you.

You say I don't text you and stuff, do YOU even text ME?? You say I don't treat you like superstar #1, but do YOU even know if I'm down? You say you have problems, do YOU even know what my problems are? You say you're frustrated with this who and what not,you dont even give a damn about me when I cared to listen. This is enough, I had a reason to burn it from red to maroon, and I wasn't wrong about anything, unless you're gonna come up to me and talk to me about it. [I doubt it. Cause why would any of you give a damn if I don't care, when I'm not even important.I'm not even worth a word from your mouth.]

I knew you were down for the past few days, I was just waiting to see if I still exist to you. Just when I couldn't wait anymore, I was shut off. uh, yea.. thanks. Maybe you didnt lie this time, but same excuses are always so doubtful. You've got so many around you, they're all yours anyway, to tell them! You shouldn't have even started telling me, cause I feel so used now. And you got the special one, so go.. and I don't wanna know about it anymore cause I never knew what to say though I always understood. So I don't feel useless, go tell others. Infact, I AM useless to you.

*yucks* enough said... [but yea, I don't know why "yucks"..], I'm not too happy once again. But I live.. cause I've got those once were less-noticed to me. I'm sorry but I can't take it anymore.

Forever broke.But only because I chose to break it. Or it would've been wandering around, only leaving me to feel down. Goodnight.