EVERYONE!!!!!!! I AM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK INTO THIS BLOGGING WORLD!
(hEHe, maybe just for one post?)

So, I came back home about 3 weeks ago.

#1. France is MAGNIFIQUE!!!!
#2. Italian language is so cute and amazing!
#3. Pasta IS the Italian staple food.
#4. I've learnt to make quiche, just being inspired by eating it so often and one
recipe.
#5. I still wanna live in London one day, despite the grey weather.
#6. I'll still stick to my "winter" set of clothes, but hopefully the weather gets
better. I haven't stopped sweating since I arrived.
#7. I think I love Nice, Nice loves me too!
#8. I want to have my honeymoon in Monte Carlo-Monaco(Not Hawaii anymore)!!
#9. I saw snow in spring time!
#10.I have 4364 photos taken in the duration of 3 and a half months.

So, excuse me if I take time to upload the photos. I know I should have started long before, perhaps when I was there in Europe, but I didn't have my own laptop and I don't think it's nice using someone else's pc for so long.

Things have changed while I was gone, but I don't miss what was before. Except the slightly cooler temperature in Malaysia!

How was the rascal lost and found?

The story goes...

Last night, I stayed up late packing and chatting.. Till 5am! It was raining heavily, and so I decided to sleep before the thunder freak me out.

Next thing I know, mummy appear in my room and switch on my lights..
"WHERE IS SCHNAUZY?!"
"huH? How I know?!"
"SCHNAUZY IS LOST. YOU BETTER COME DOWN NOW."
(and i was thinking, shyt, what did I do?! Schnauzy lost? You kiddin' me.. and what, it's only 7am?!)
I put on some shorts and run down. (It still didn't occur to me, she is FREAGGIN' LOST!)
I am downstairs and I see mummy going frantic, Oreo my black labr. jumping licking as usual.
"Where's Schnauzy???!!!"
"Don't know! The gate lights were on, the gate was shut, Oreo was soaking wet outside the gate, waiting!"
And I started to cry like hellllllll......

I took my set of keys and asked where's daddy and kakak.. Both different directions. I chose one way and walked out. Crying, calling out her name, in fury and devastation. As I make a circle behind the housing area, I was crying so badly I couldn't continue. So I walked back.

Dad came back too and my sister was taking Marley out to search for Schnau. She was frantic, I was crying.

I sat down on the floor, I prayed and cried and cried and cried. Okay, enough crying.

I went along with daddy, drove about approximately 4 housing areas. No sign of her.

We came back home, I showered, had something to eat and some coffee to open my eyes. I came up to my room and posted notices online, everywhere. I thought I was going crazy. No, I was more likely, going to fall asleep.

Dad talked to our immediate neighbour about the loss. And our neighbour said he came home late last night and saw our gate open! So since it's an automatic-electrical gate, he just drew the door back. And that's the reason why the lights were on! (Hard to explain) He didn't take note about any missing dogs though. (So now we know how these donkeys went out.)

I was supposed to type out a notice, print and go photocopy then laminate, at college. I couldn't. I knew if I drove, I'd hit something. So I slept for a lil more than an hour.

I woke up, to some hesitation as it was raining and nothing really I can do. But heck, THEN WHEN AM I GOING TO DO IT? AND HOW WOULD ANYONE KNOW I LOST SCHNAUZY??!

So I drove to college at about 2.30pm, got the photocopying done. Gosh, I was WORKING in the photocopy shop. I did a lot. I spoke to a lot of people. Left the notices about, and drove about 2 housing areas again. Drove home. Started punching holes in the notices to hang up.

Mummy came home, thought she'd take Oreo for a walk and look for Schnau but she couldn't handle the big dog. We decided to have dinner and then go put up notices, with Oreo. Mum was expecting some clients so she took a walk outside.

She saw 2 men, father and son putting up a notice just below a notice of a lost dog that my dad found weeks back. At first she thought they knew that dog. And turns out they were actually putting up a notice about SCHNAUZY! They found her at 3pm, very close to my house. Like at a crossroad before my house. It was drizzling heavily and she was all wet and shivering. She eventually went to them and they sent her to PAWS.

Thank GOD for such kind souls! I had to wait for mum's client to go, and then I could go with mummy to pick her up! Oh, did that take long! And when we got there, it was all dark, the dogs were barking.. I clanked the padlock on the grill..

A Myanmar worker came out and offered help, or not. We told him about someone sending our dog there and bla bla bla.. And he says no he can't help because he's not authorized to do so. And the office is closed. He said "you can come back in the morning." Hell yeah I know, but did you know how much I was going to go crazy? Well, it made sense, but I was mad cause he was rude. Then I told myself, he's probably not educated in this way. Nevermind, as long as Schnauzy is in safe-hands.

So, I pray she sleeps well tonight, and we gonna pop a champagne tomorrow morning!

Thank you ALL for your concern and prayers.. and your faith too!

While all the above happened, I wondered, how would I go to France like this? I'd be crying on the plane, crying here and there. Shyt, hell no. She's gotta be home before I go! And I was sms-ing everyone and anyone to lookout for my dog, if not just pray.

I think the prayers were heard and kind souls were sent to rescue baby.

That's how my day went. I'm back to pack my bags for France. And my convocation is tomorrow!!! =)

My love for Schnauzy is still ocean-sized,
avrril

Schnauzy is found! SHE IS FOUND!

SHE IS FOUND SHE IS FOUND SHE IS FOUND!!!

STORIES AFTER THIS.

I'M GOING TO FRANCE, AGAIN!

Praise the Lord! Thank you everyone who prayed and had faith!

Thank you most, to the kind souls who saved my baby girl!

Schnauzy went straying.

Please click below. No virus thread. My dog went missing.



Please help. Please pray.

With AN OCEAN SIZED LOVE FOR SCHNAUZY,
AVRRIL.

Just before I go.

31st Jan 2009, a week before I depart.

Gathering and farewell, supposedly for Suyin, but turns out it's also for Nic and I. Went to Sushi Zanmai at 1U, then had an after party at Laundry, after much contemplating. I do not have photos from the dinner, but I have SOME photos from the after-dinner which shouldn't really be here, but it's okay I guess.

Some kinda night.

Nutcase ppl I barely knew, started flinging black thing across my eyes.. (Nic's expression of the boys going topless)

I was trying really hard to figure out who's glasses were those when I looked in my phone gallery.

That's done! No more photos!

2nd February 2009

Met up with Ti Ming and Randall, went to... TTDI Plaza? Yea, weird place. We chose Fidel.

We played the simplest drinking game, yet got some losers around!

Ming and I, so gonna miss waiting for you outside your gate while you put on pantyhose(I think?)

Randall and I, will miss your stupid lame jokes. =.=

TiMing got high on beer! Traffic lights became torchlight! Gosh.. Poor guy!

But I was fine! =D
(Learnt my lesson from 31st Jan night)

3rd Feb 2009

I had a self-indulging day. Mostly free, food aside. I went for a FREE back massage, but all the way in Mont Kiara. It was great, though my back still hurts now. One bit awkward was that I had a guy massaging me! I mean, I had my butt poked by his elbow, which hurt, and yeah, stuff like that.(No pictures)

And after that I went to have Wendy's on my own!

Brocolli and cheese baked potatoes! Yum!

Chilli Beef! Yumm! You know what, when I asked what this is.. the girl said it's made of beef and onions and bla bla bla.. and I said "Yeah, but WHAT is it? Like a soup or gravy?" And she calls for her friend. He gave me the same explanation and I asked "Yeahhh? But is it like a soup??" And he went to the food warmer that contained IT, and scooped it up and let me see it drip and plop back down! Sometimes I wonder if people actually interview when they hire someone.

Whatever, I finished it anyways!

And I got stuck in the jam going to Bangsar. Hey, I'm cool because I take photos while changing lanes. LOL!

I like this shot, coming from BSC to Jln Maarof. The light turned green when I snapped okay, not another silly thing I did.

And again no photos, but I DID go for manicure and pedicure without having colour on my nails. I think my nails need a break and a breather. HAHA! GUESS WHAT? A lil bit embarassing to share, but I'll share. I got my first Hollywood (xxxx) waxing done! It was crucial pain! But not much screaming! And then, I decided to call Keith who texted me "You gonna be online soon?" and I said "No! I'm about to get some hair removed!" And so I called him, and at one point yelled "yiooowwww!!!" all the way to his ear in Perth! And he kept quiet for like 3 long seconds! I started laughing... And laughing.. and laughing.. And he said "I think I'll talk to you later okay?"

4th Feb 2009

I went to the dentist for a check-up since my last was YEARS back. She hurt my gums a lil. =( But I got nice extra clean teeth now! And then I went to 1U to spree on my basic needs stock for my trip. I spent a bomb yesterday. And went to indulge (again) at Sakae Sushi.

Sakae Salad is good stuff!!! Really worth the RM8.90!

Edamame, cannot miss out.

I went home and did more packing. And then I decided to put whatever away and play with mud! LOL! So I have this mud on my thighs and was listening to Chris Cendana...

And also a strawberry scented facial mask! This pic is smaller, a bit shy leh. Anyways, I look cute there right?!.... Nvm.

Dinner with 2 girls, after dinner with 2 girls.
I forgot the name of the place we went, but it's in DJ. Quite good food but sorry Mel, I wouldn't say it's WOW..! =)

Jo and Mel.


I ordered this. Some egg ramen thing..

Then we went to Mel's house for awhile, and camwhored!

Perfect picture, until Jo moved her head!

Nice too, but Mel's face satu macam.

After that we went to pick Zenne up, and went to Laundry(again)!
Zenne got giggly high after a cocktail, Jo was laughing non-stop with me.

Check out Jo's mouth! Damn long wei! And Zenne's cannot reach!

I'm so glad I have such lovely friends!

Despite all the shyt that happened, I still have my darling friends! Love y'all!

Hang. Play hangman?

I always wished for the one. Who hasn't?! But just when you think you're ready to wait or commit, some shyt just has to arise.

I give all I can and all I get is a Taker, no Giver. Perhaps my time will come. But can't I have Take somewhere along the journey? I'm taking the chance and opportunity to go the distance and see you for atleast a week, but no, you did no help. Instead I was shouted at on the phone. Heck ofcourse I cared if you needed to shower! But you never fcuking care if I am doing too much to meet you. It so shows how much I mean.

And YOU, you gave when I didn't take, and now when I want to take, you say you're TAKEN. It's okay, your nose is weird. I hate you for that short hook-on.

And this flirting pig, I'd kick you hard in the butt and then slap you, and kiss you AGAIN. I already disliked her before I met you. And now you met her. I dislike you now. Cause I can't let you know I like you and I don't like her. But what was the ... about? Hell, you know I wasn't that dead? I won best-actress in a minor college drama competition my dear. I was just waiting to see what else could be done or not. In a way, I was hoping. But turns out it's more like I was hopping! Like a fool? I never thought I'd put myself in such a situation.

Gone past that, I'm in some stupid sorrows. Play a show everyday. Ofcourse, life IS a stage, but so many scenes! Too many! So glad I'd be leaving all these sadness behind, here in my very own country of origin. France, London, Italy. Lovely. *sigh* Then again; might be a place filled with lust and flings.

Is this really how a life of a 20 year old should be? Like the song Buses and Trains by... I forgot the singer. I wish I could say "hey mom, why didn't you tell me..?" but I can't 'cause she'd go "you mean you... ?!?!". I can't listen to the radio now, I can't watch love movies. I think I'd throw my shoe at the speaker or screen. It's that time of my life again. I hate relationships. Yea, sounds damn freakin' emo and pathetic. Why? Why now? Why because of him him and him.. and him and him? No, it's not that many guys. I'm a veryloyal person, if you are to me. I always believe, what you give, you get back. I always give nice things, and get shyt in return.

Eeeeee.. I don't like boys. I feel like a 5 year old kid now. "Boys?;Ewwww...."

TAKE THAT!


I would like to have more of something I can't say here, and can't even SAY it...


Bye, I'm going to France next Sunday, and won't be back till May. Miss me! You will.


With (real) love,
avrril

4 things to share.

I can't forget the things you said. Keeps running through my head. It's a mistake. Taking 'a leap of faith', I did, until I realised I was making calls and plans while all you did was the things you do whether or not you knew me.

I'm disappointed not in you, but in myself. I feel like a fool and so stupid. Your reactions shall help me decide now. The things you say, may sound nice but could decieve now, as I barely know you but have fallen so attached. I've had 3 opinions, all think the same. It's time to counter-attack with the cold shoulder. You're doing it to me, so I shall too, if that's how you like it?

As to everyone else, I went to Hong Kong for Christmas, got less than half my folder of photos in FB, but already have 7 albums! I wonder what would happen when I go to France!

Yes, I'm going to France for 4 months. Mainly France, but I wanna move about Europe during then! Any one in Europe wanna take me about? =) I'm also attending a very very Grand Ball in March. And I've bought myself a dress for .... no, not telling the price until I post up a picture of myself in it, with my French date...(yeah, shorty!)

It's CNY right now, 2nd day! And so I've got relatives coming over and I feel so lazy. I'm sorry, it's just that time of the month and everything seems like shyt.

f*ck.