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ever felt like your life was planned out for you? Never get to do the things you want to do? Ever felt like the whole world has everything in your hands? Ever woke up on day saying 'I need to get a life' or 'why am I living?' ?? Ever felt so mad, you could hit your head on the wall, just because you don't want to create a commotion and argue? ever hated yourself so much you hit yourself and feel numb? ever wanted to runaway so far, you don't want to come back? ever felt like you're never going to succeed in life if this fucking shit goes on? ever felt like you have no control over the things you wish to do? ever felt like, even your fucking day is planned out, and no you cannot make changes? ever felt like biting your lips cause you're mad, biting till you bleed? ever felt like you're trying to make a difference but no you're not fucking allowed? ever felt neglected of love? ever felt the neglect of love, over MONEY? fuck this life.