my immortal

Another new layout, don't need the I love you-s anymore. Valentine's day is long gone. History.

I've been dead-ish again. this time it aint 1, it's 3 murderers. Skip that. Owh, I had a play-pretend valentine! He didnt do much, but I have to say that he was sweet. He said something no one has ever said to me to stop my tears. Thanks, boy! My mood swings have hit me back. I was all fine at first in tuition yesterday. Then suddenly I started getting emo and silent. fuk I hate this feeling!

But I've finally let it all out today. For once, someone understood me. Thanks, gurl..! Tonight, jus now, I was at swensen's with a group of noisy friends celebrating Shi Ching's burfday. B4 that... just before tuition, I talked to Habib once again... Something about him looked different. Okay back to where I was..., so I went to buy some daisies for Shi Ching... Went to mcD and met up with Warner [Bros], Zi Chin and Sharon... and they thought Ti Ming bought me beltaed valentine's flowers! owh my gosh! I obviously said "nooOooOoOOooo?!" Then we walked to swensen's... I gave Shi Ching her pretty flowers and later on,...

Sharon: huh? the flowers- not Ti Ming give you meh??
Avril: ya' allah..!!? =.="

So I had salmon and mushroom baked rice..! and calamari rings! Nice food..! Then we played the straw and rubber bands game. Guess who were next to me? Ti Ming and Patrick. a fucker and a dog. shyt, I know I'm bad.. But I sayang you both okie! Sayang to maximum excalibus k! Ming and I took fake-somehow-a-lil-realistic pictures. Dunno why also... Ppl wanna avoid, we purposely made the straws shorter... =S weird kids we are. My mummy, brought my unc and aunt fr s'pore to OU today...without me...when I've lost touch with it since last year. grr..! And she had to come so early..!

Neway, I finally realise I've friends who really care... one that I talk to almost every night about my stupid life.. one that pat me on my shoulder and said " dont be so sad lar...?".. one that just told me to not use those unsterilized pins to cut myself... one that all of a sudden stared at me and said " you okay a-not?!"...one that would give me a hug when I ask for it and then listen to my stories and see me cry. I love you all! Thanks guys! you know who you are.