Marry me - Train

I never thought this would happen, at least not so soon. But your love has rushed over to capture my heart. Now I can't let go of you. You overwhelmed me with love and care and tenderness.

I can't wait for May to come. I can't wait to eventually live with you and grow old with you. You make life so exciting for me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be traveling every 3 months or so. You've changed my life, baby.

I love you very much and I do wanna marry you, now, tomorrow, even next year.

v

To be with your loved ones during celebrations

Why it's Christmas this weekend!

Gosh, I'm missing Ryan so much. Exactly a year ago, I wasn't quite the angel I am right now! Heh, but a year's gone by and things have changed. Life is sweeter, yet unclear.

I really need to figure out what to do with my life. and I hate this feeling so much.

Anyway, I'll be seeing Ryan very very soon and celebrating festivities with him too!


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone who reads this!! May you have a good blissful year ahead!

Whenever you blow kisses my way

It's almost been a year since it happened. I'm still hurt when I think about what happened, but when you remind me you love me, I thank God it happened! 'Cause you're amazing and I love you. You make me wish I can do anything in the world just to make you happy.

I may not say the right things all the time. I may share things the wrong way. But if I knew it would upset you or make things any worse, baby you should know I wouldn't have told you about it. I have no intentions of hurting you or your feelings.

People judge, but if we ignore it and be ourselves and prove them wrong I don't see how it matters. And I know you, and trust and believe in you, that's why I choose you over every other one. AND that is why I don't care if people want to judge you. You mean more the world to me.

Baby you need to know how you make me feel when you tell me you miss me or say you love me and let me know how much you wished I was around. I know you would feel that way even if you never told me, but you leave this carefree smile on me throughout the day when I hear from you at all. I really wish there was more that I could do for us to be together.

You know I love you, baby. I miss you.
xoxo

I love you from your toes to your face!

Train - If It's Love

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I’m usually getting in it
I’m not in it to win it
And there’s a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life
But I’m afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There’s no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

[Chorus]
If it’s love
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That’s enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can’t be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
’cause it’s poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
’cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

[Chorus]
You can move in
I won’t ask where you’ve been
’cause everybody has a past
When we’re older
We’ll do it all over again
When everybody else is getting out of bed
I’m usually getting in it
I’m not in it to win it
I’m in it for you

If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it’s love
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That’s enough for me

Mais pourquoi la vie es toujours comme ça?

Mon coeur, il fait mal quand tu parle avec moi comme ça. Et aussi, tu jamais dit désolée.

But what can I do if I love you too much?

xoxo

My sunshine.

When your message said you were tired and that it's days like this you need me to go home to, I felt so sad I wasn't around. I was going to cry.

Even worse when you said that it's not the same talking over the internet and you need to hold me. I was driving when I read that. And I realized how much I really really miss you. As much as I want to go and see you, I can't. I don't know what to do. February's wait is so long, but it'll be worth it.

You hang in there, we're gonna work this out okay.

I love you, Sunshine.

Haven't done one of these in a while.

FOODOLOGY

what is your salad dressing of choice?

- Balsamic vinaigrette

what is your favorite sit-down restaurant?

- LOTS! Muhibbah Seafood, Pacific BBQ House, Shanghai Village Dumplings, Hotel buffets.. any buffet..!

what food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?

- Salad, hopefully with different condiments

what are your pizza toppings of choice?

- Anything meaty.

what do you like to put on your toast?

- Cheese and vegemite/cheesybite, butter, blackcurrant jam and peanut butter, nutella.


TECHNOLOGY

how many televisions are in your house?

- 3

what color cell phone do you have?

- Black

What does the first text message in your inbox say and who sent it?

- [Why is this here? Stupid survey] Ryan: I just rubbed cream on it. Now it's really itchy.

Who was the last person to call you?

- Uracca


BIOLOGY

Are you right-handed or left-handed?

- Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

- My tonsils

What is the last heavy item you lifted?

- Bag of dog food.


BULLCRAPOLOGY
[new word found in dictionary?]

If it was possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?

- Yes and no. Yes so that I can make sure I do what I have to do before I'm gone. But no because I'm afraid there won't be time. So I'll just have to do what I can everyday.

If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?

- Don't know, really. I like my name.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

- Maybe, but maybe not cause I might need some money from that $1000 to aid my tummy.


DUMBOLOGY
[another new word!]

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

- 4. lol. This is a smack in the face.

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?

- Last year. Expired road tax. The idiot asked me if he could give me a RM300 fine[because the other option was bribery. To hell with him.]When I went with my dad and requested for a compound as well, we only needed to pay RM70. And if it wasn't compounded it would've been RM150. See how they threatened me and was hoping for supper money that night?

Last person you talked to in person?

- Mummy

Favorite Month?

- December, April =)


CURRENTOLOGY

Missing someone?

- Always. [and every survey has to have this damn question]

Mood?

- Normal.

What are you listening to?

- Nothing.



Watching?

- Nothing.

Worrying about?

-Scoring those job interviews and getting a new travel date.


RANDOMOLOGY

What’s the last movie you watched?

- Hook! I miss watching movies with you, baby.

Do you smile often?

- I guess?

Do you always answer your phone?

- wtf? Then what? Have a phone and leave it there to ring?

It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?

- the past few mornings, my morning messages were from Ryan. But if he isn't working in the morning, I shall not hope for it.

If you could change your eye color what would it be?

- olive or lighter brown. That wouldn't mean I'd wear lenses though.

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?

- Sonic?? Don't know, not gonna answer.

Do you own a digital camera?

- Yes I do.

Have you ever had a pet fish?

- Yes, Fishy.

Favorite Christmas song?

- Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas, Darling Christmas is coming, Jingle Bell Rock, The Twelve Days of Christmas.

What’s on your wish list for your birthday?

- To be able to grow old with Ryan and have a happy, comfortable life. In the progress of that, many things need to take place prior to it. Those are my wishes too.

Can you do push ups?

- Hehehehe.. sorta..

Can you do a chin up?

- Okay, NO.

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

- Worried.

Do you have any saved texts?

- Uh huh. Why would you care!?

Ever been in a car wreck?

- Nope. Almost though.

Do you have an accent?

- Yes, I sound like a Malaysian. But I can speak good English if I want to and have to.

What is the last song to make you cry?

- All Cried Out

Plans tonight?

- Non.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

- Mmhmmm.. But I eventually pick myself up again, like we all do.

Name 3 things you bought yesterday?

- Nothing aside from paying a not very necessary RM10 parking at near Changkat Bukit Bintang.

Have you ever been given roses?

- Yes. But never been given white roses. Yet to see who figures it out.

Current hate right now?

- Australian immigration laws and requirements

Met someone who changed your life?

- I sure have! An amazing man.

What were you doing 12 AM last night?

- Shaking some bootie at 21.

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

- Turn off the air-cond and go back to bed.

Something other people find disgusting that does not bother you in any way?

- Talking bout disgusting stuff while I'm eating. Usually doesn't turn me off.

Something your really like with at the moment?

- What does this mean??

Something that is illegal that you think should be legal?

- For me to go to Melbourne and work.

Your idea of a perfect day?

- A day well spent with love from family and friends, and the boyfriend. Lots of laughter with photos to capture the moments, a good sun and lovely breeze.

Your idea of a hellish day?

- When things don't go my way, when I'm driving [because Malaysians never use their signal].

Kinky fantasy?

- None.

What type of person are you attracted to?

- Someone who loves me for who I am, makes me happy, doesn't lie, knows when to dress up or not, knows how to be a gentleman for his lady, street smart.

Biggest turn off?

- Show-offs, boasts, overly-persuasive, dresses up like a slob, speaks horrible English, fake accents to convince someone he can speak good engrish but really can't.